This blog there’s problems with the theme itself. So I’ve created another one in order to make the blog look nicer. However this blog will stay put. Tried many times to delete  this blog but I can’t! Maybe I’m meant to keep this with me first. LOL. Alright, stay tunned!

Was bored, so decided to pose for Elisa.

I was trying to act as the inbetween one you see. So Sky bend over to the table and leaves a spot for me. HA!Black white. Eh, I was telling my brother I wear hairbands look like those gentle girls in the retro days.

 Oh, we’ll all going to miss Dominic. That’s for sure. Brought Hongwei there to surprise dominic. Okay, this sure tells you that I’m sure a person that knows how to surprise people. Right?

Will be living in church for 2 wednesdays, 2 saturdays and 2 sundays without Dominic. Of cuz will not used to it in the beginning. But I was thinking I have 1 week of N levels to study and to pass, so won’t have time for missing. Somemore he’s just a friend. No need to miss too much. Opps! :/ He say he will get me something from Melbourne Australia, he better get one for me.. HA!

Today’s fellowship was good. Playing at the viewing mall sure makes me wanna laugh out loud. We were playing murderer detective. Then we’ll all draw lots to see who we’re playing as right? Whether are we the victim or detective, lucky then you’ll be the murderer. So Hongwei was seating beside me, he saw his paper then his reaction was this, “What the fuck?!”

Then the whole people got silence, then Dennis, my brother and I were laughing. He thinks that maybe there’s nothing nice to laugh about.. But his reaction was very classic! It’s under the classic catergory already. Damn damn funny. Then Kenneth always say his facial features will remain the same till he reached 30 years old, and he’s a mature looking man with great muscles and body. Maybe cuz he’s a muay thai guy la. For me I won’t pick such a guy, think the library dudes will still suits me more ba. It’s just in my blood.

It’s 12.08am and I have to be in church cuz daddy god jesus wants to see me talking to him tomorrow morning. Hence, I must sleep early. Talking to Dennis, he’s going to bathe! Shit him. Think I’m going to rinse too, okay. I shall stop right here.. Everyone, rest well alright? God bless you!

The girls that arrives early, you know we're always punctual for events.

The free time we had, all spend on taking photos. Ha!

Of cuz! The winning team is our's. When our team is formed, I knew we're going to winning title belongs to us!

These are a portion of pictures I’ve taken. Camera isn’t with me now cuz I’ve returned it to my uncle. Think that my brother is using his as well. Hope that tomorrow he’ll bring it to the airport and shot some photos before Dominic’s flight.

Tomorrow’s youth will be held in the airport. You know? Of cuz I’ll send him off. Youth is smart, cuz knowing his flight crashes with his flight they put the venue and time close for people to attend. They have no excuses you see.. Brilliant move! Jolene gives you 3 claps. Haha. Really, think this is very smart of them. Sadly, I think my brother still isn’t going for the youth tomorrow.

Today joined my brother, Xinying and Titus for dinner @ Aston Grill! Dennis was late though, but he managed to take the same shuttle bus as us to church. He had his dinner in church while I’m playing Pool with Kenneth. =.= He’s good though, but the most incredible thing is I actually lost to Dennis. What the heck! Think must really work a little on playing pool, seriously it might be the skill of it.

Brought Apple Studdel, and it sure reminds me of someone. Of cuz, will thank her for telling me quite a few things that I didn’t know. Aiyah, don’t wish to think too much of it. Those are the past, no use remembering. But sometimes when I go to certain places there’re some flashbacks. Don’t care how saddist it is or how happy the time were, cuz it’s still memories I wish to keep. Good things must keep, bad things must dump it. I seriously don’t care how she thinks of it, but most importantly is what I think of it.

As usual, went back to Geylang Bahru and had supper. Was crapping about all the cantonese words. Dennis is gonna get killed by me if he reveal all the things to my brother. Was hilarious though, the ‘toot toot min’.. Then those funny words like ‘your mother’ comes out.. Okay, shall stop here. It will lead to somewhere far away beyond my imaginations.

Watching the Moonlight Reasonance. Think my spelling for the last word is wrong.. The second mum very manipulative! What a woman.. The family is very chaotic now. Hmmm.. Will watch the show drama till the end, heard the the women actually exposed herself. Woahs, my policy is like this. People that do bad things behind the scenes, one day the truth will reveal. Haha. There’s law and justice you know? Just let the time do the job. Anyway, the drama is good. Oh yeah, just remembered. Next Stop Happiness the upcoming taiwanese drama, warch the tralier. Not bad tralier cuz it shows very detail about their whole story line. I’m going to watch it although I don’t quite like Vaness Wu. But I think it will be a good drama you see.. Watch the tralier first then say ba! LOL!

Alright, ending my post. Be blessed!

Actually life have been great, starting to see who’re my true friends. Lost someone once important to me, but I gained someone onced important to me too! Pastor onced talked about being replace in church. To me, I think people do get replace regardless of in church, schools or work. In a person’s heart, we replace different people everytime we finished spending our time with him/her. Becuz we realized we can click with that person or maybe the person is you’re going to hangout with often.. Friends just comes and goes, just the matter of time you see.

Yesterday went for Kenneth’s birthday cluster meeting! What a joke. I’m the only female in the whole team. But I was really trying hard though, to play. Didn’t really had a chance to score, think it’s time for me to do some warm up! Do some excersise too. They bought him Strawberry cake, with whip cream! The main focus was the cream, not the cake. Yesterday was fun! But some idiot came in and screw everything, some attention seeker. Don’t know why God created people like this. Thank God he didn’t join us for dinner, if not I wouldn’t have appetite to eat anything.

Was crapping throughout the whole time for dinner yesterday though, it was fun. I’m surprised Ashton came, cuz he told me he’s not going to his cluster meeting. Oh well, I didn’t know it was that Kenneth thingy will I saw him there. My reaction was like “Oh, so Ashton is in Chengyao’s cluster.” Haha, lame. Know him to quite some time and have no clue about his cluster quite ‘si bai’ ah..

Today’s is children’s day, I’m still a kid okay? Haha. A kid with a teenage physical but a mature and sensible mindset and thinking. I’m old in the inside, young at the outside. Quite weird, but maybe in the environment I grow up in moulds me to be a person like this.

You made my mind go round and round. Can you just tell me how you feel? You’re pushing me into a corner of my mind. The place I want to burst out and ask you what’re you doing.. And please, don’t meant what you say.

Remembering the work i give my names is for the 24th-26th September. That’s the dates for the concert, however when i finished my trainning with dominic we’re told that the concert vacancy is full. Immediately we started calling Kell and ask for emergency help. Haha. Just hope i get that job, if not worst come to worst i don’t work for my conference money yet.

There’s a handful of things i would want to have. Prefered to use my own money to get it rather than my mum’s money. God, think i would seriously need help in many ways not just the education wise. Need help in finiance, studies, work opportunity and spiritual life. I’m going to commit 3 days of 1 hour for God this week. Definetely, don’t ask me how i’m going to acheive it, but through God, impossible is nothing! Commitments..

Everyday i live, the more things i started to worry. Maybe i’m gullible? Or too soft hearted? There’s only one thing i know which is when it has nothing to concern with me, don’t poke my nose into people’s problem. Been quite down all these time, just want to hangout with people i’m comfortable with. More like a people that will make me smile, laugh! Smiling and laughing is free you know? Why don’t just grab that opportunities given to you. God didn’t create a mouth for you to talk or eat. God wants you to smile and laugh more often! That’s what i believe.

Have the feeling i’ll be sad soon. Haha. Nah, not going to think about it. Time flies like no one’s business you know? Keep on praying.

Do you know jolene in the inside? Or you know her from her outside?

Guys, know your friends well enough okay? That’s what i can tell you. Not saying any biased comments, just bare that in mind. If both character doesn’t suits each other, well, might just keep that friendship at level 3-4. Something that are done, cannot be undone. Anyway, still watching over you..

God, stop pushing me to different people like this. My prayer is like the church. Move those people away from me that aren’t good to me. I will accept the movement you’re going to move for the sake of myself. Walk me through this valley of shadow.. Cuz you’ rod and staff the comfort me.

Life is great, however there are still a handful of issues for me to worry and to think about. Shut up! My mind goes running like an althete running on track field, the constant speed.

It’s a busy week ahead, think i need to gear up myself for the storm and new life experience. I’m going for the F1 job Kell offered, i need money for my conference fee. I told my mum about me working, she’s just afraid the time is very tiring. Indeed, there isn’t any easy job the world can offer, even serving the Lord is hard. 12 hours of work per day that pays me $6/hr. It has been 2 years since i last work. Vivid memories, my previous workplace was Riverview Hotel located somewhere near my school. Just a walking distance from the bus stop where i’m heading home. Selling Victoria Secret’s bra cuz it was a sale that was going on. I was slightly rebellious that point of them, i remember clearly. There’s this young chap trying to boast around cuz he’s the youngest. Easy work for him cuz he will just have to be seated at the cashier to collect payments. He was directly raising up his voice to my mum, i walked over and told him this “One more time you talk to my mum in that manner, outside i’ll let my friends talk to you in another manner.” Sound a little cool? But i dislike people like this. Discriminating housewife? Oh yeah, tell you guys something. Housewife is the best job to me! Anyway, keep myself in prayer. Heeeheee.

My house is officially runned out of Orea biscuits after a try of dessert making. There’s many more to replenish, like Green Tea! My family has been trying out new things that make everything look very fresh. We started learning how to grill a nice beef, making nice desserts. I’m more towards the desserts definetely. I was thinking of having desserts after dinner or something. Especially your own dessert, handmade by yourself so nothing is awful. Everything would seem edible, don’t you agree? Even sometimes it doesn’t taste delicious but because of the hard effort you’ve put in, you finished everything.

I don’t mind my brother always mentioning about selling me off for only $100 while my sis’s worth $1000. Why advertise yourself or people do advertisement for you? Somemore maybe in the near future think only want to share my dessert with my boyfriend. Don’t talk about guys, just hope God will just give me someone nice. It’s enough you know? ^^ Anyway, i will still love green tea more i think. Addiction, ahhhh~ If i would to buy shares, i won’t miss out Pokka. It can literally survive on green tea alone other than the peach/mango etc..

Jolene have many things to learn, many many many. Sneak a little, things like wants to be a keyboardist and a pianist. A good dessert maker and spaghetti chef. Oh yeah, i seriously have no idea where my fashion sense went. Like white, apricot colours. Apricot colour is my love, damn nice. It look clean and pearly at the same time. Yes, i’m searching for nice wedges. It look good with a lot of dress, think only girls will understand.

Alright, this is a dumb post i think.

I’ve not been living through ages, but i seen many kinds of people in life wish you’ll meet in your own journey. Life is like a journey, reaching the destination of heaven. Road is never easy, bumpy, nausea and emotions attacks. However, it’s the mind that determine the results of it.

Many expected outcomes within this few weeks. Didn’t really pounder a lot of things, but in situation like this my decision made is never a regret. After questioning, asking people for advice they would still prefer me not to socialize with people like her. Yes, i want to be influence with the pure and simple minded people rather than the complicated and corrupted person. To be honest in my life i never really regretted a lot and i don’t wish to have any regrets. Although there is this particular person i like for years, but i would still want to keep my distance. I seriously think that God is messing with me somehow, i didn’t unexpected that i could have so much memories. Whenever i told God it’s enough, he’ll give me more time.

Anyway, i’m tired for sunday service cuz i slept around 4am. I’m having eye bags already, even Zen saw it and was asking what’s wrong with my sleeping routine. But went out after lunch for L4D at Home ground, was damn exciting. I was exhilarated after receiving the news that Dominic is heading down to look for my brother to play L4D, cuz on that day himself he’s hestitating. As usual, i will only seat with dominic when i’m playing with them. Both of us will conspire together as survivours or the infected to get rid of them as fast as we could. Didn’t get a chance to use the Tanker yesterday, such a pity.

Dinner at home, then went over to Travis’s place for movie with a group of people. Yeah, the same old clique. Played the Wii till 11.20pm then decided to leave together. Was really a awesome day spent with the churchies but maybe without my sister i didn’t felt that left out. With my sister around i seriously find that i’m responsible to look after her like entertaining hoping she wouldn’t feel lonely. Then i will miss all the topics from what they’re chatting about. Happy to say i love her, so don’t really mind a lot. But yesterday i was listening to my songs on our way there while they’re chatting, maybe i would rather listen to songs than crapping? Oh man, when can i get my Ipod? I need it urgently, phone memory is officially full!

Was very addicted to the soundtrack from Chinese paladin 3. The soundtrack was much better compare to the previous season not forgetting the story line too! Was amazing the way they put it, however episode one mentioned about the jade that will save the world from the domination of the evil. Wasn’t show in the end of the series. I thought the jade will come out, but it’s nowhere to be seen in the end of the story. The show was adorable, devil falls in love with a female immortal but the female immortal was in love with the 3rd generation of her first lover. Met this guy when she was young, then that guy died. Waited another 200 years of the recarnation to appear, died because the guy show no faith cuz the girl was mentioning another guy’s name while sleeping. Sadly, the girl’s name she was calling was his previous life. It’s the same person you see. After another 200 years he showed up as another identity again, but the female immortal promised not to go close to him again. However fate brought them together, this time the master unlocked his memories and he actually falls in love with the female immortal. But the female immortal realize she couldn’t stay young for eternal without heart, then decided to let the guy go. Brought him to a river, once the water is drank no memories of love was found. Both of them pretended to drink it, walked away heartbroken thinking that they’re the only one to keep the memories. Alright, i’m like wasting my time summarying everything of it. Maybe i’ll tell you guys more in my next post.

Got some things to do right now, see you guys soon.